I'm not there, I'm gone.

Don’t blame your imagination
Even if there’s no other explanation
No one wants to be hurt now
No one wants to hurt later
Don’t blame the situation
Even if there’s no other explanation
No one wants to be hurt now
No one wants to hurt later
Even if this is me trying
I can’t blame you for thinking I’m lying
Being so different for me carries my weight
So all I’m used to is mine and people’s mistakes
Even if you think I wish this were dying
I can’t blame you cuz I could be lying
We’re still practically strangers
Just making things stranger
Blind to danger
Cuz now it’s safer
Where does that leave me?
Is this the right time?
Are you the right one?
To put up with me so lightly now
Where will this throw you?
To find the right one?
So they can show you, I don’t deserve you
I wasn’t born to lose you
Just to accept you
You wanted something unrealistic
You couldn’t accept me
You couldn’t change me
Who’s in control now?
Who’s saying what’s going on?
Cuz we’re still people
So we’re still equal
There’s nothing over
We’re just getting sober
I want you to be happy
So you should go without me
There’s no part of me left wondering why
What do I want sky?

It’s time for me
Just to be me
Now to be self-centered
Look at myself and try to care
It’s time for you
To find out what you need to do
To make things better
And to be self-centered
I’m sorry we don’t love ourselves as much as want sometimes
It’s too superficial to be thinking “what’s mine?”
If you want to be superior
You’ll have to be a warrior
I could say get well
But that’s too hard to sell
I don’t know what’s next
And you shouldn’t know what to expect
But for everything bad that can happen
Something just as good can happen
And then things deepen
And burn in incense
Sometimes we get high
Just to get by
Sometimes we get drunk
To bury what’s ever in the trunk
Sometimes we trip face
To see the world from outer space
Of all my endless inquires this doesn’t leave me asking “why?”
What do I want sky?

I don’t need yours
Or anyone’s god in my life
To know there is a reason
Behind all that is right
Things don’t just happen
And example leads the way
For every action’s reaction
For night’s promise of day

There are only reasons

When I'm high I think
When I'm strait I take notes

No one was sorry
Whenever I was lonely

I looked at other cool friends
No matter how far from my world
They led me comparing them to only you
I thought that was enough to prove
And I stuck with just you
Cuz I thought I wanted just you
And now it’s too late to
Make any of those cool friends true
Cuz I’m still thinking of just you
To show I’m not leaving you
If I don’t seem sad
It’s cuz you’re not important
If I seem mad
It’s cuz you’re not important
If you ever sink low
You should remember
How you felt a month ago
And you’ll see I’m not that important
And things got weird just to happen
Even if what we did was nothing
The usual stopped and this still happened
I don’t want to be carried
By those I wouldn’t carry
Cuz now’s not the right time
For you to be the right one
Now’s the time for you
To find a less demanding someone
You shouldn’t change just for me
Cuz I’m not important
Cuz if I'm people
Then I'm still equal
Do I want to be a part of these people?
Or just be a sheep still
I shouldn’t lie just for you
Cuz right now you’re that important
So now you’ll see all that leaves me wondering why
What do I want sky?

To be higher and higher and higher