The doctor came in the morning She held my hand And asked "was it worth it? Could it be worse than this? Please recall Give me a hint Anything will do If this was the last time now you should tell us what to do" I was afraid I guess Now I can't move no more I was so concentrated On keeping things together I've learned to focus on I didn't want to disappoint Now where is everybody Is it still light outside?

Don’t blame your imagination Even if there’s no other explanation No one wants to be hurt now No one wants to hurt later Don’t blame the situation Even if there’s no other explanation No one wants to be hurt now No one wants to hurt later Even if this is me trying I can’t blame you for thinking I’m lying Being so different for me carries my weight So all I’m used to is mine and people’s mistakes Even if you think I wish this were dying I can’t blame you cuz I could be lying We’re acting like strangers Just making things stranger Blind to danger Cuz now it’s safer Where does that leave me? Is this the right time? Are you the right one? To put up with me so politely now Where will this throw you? To find the right one? So they can show you, I don’t deserve you I wasn’t born to lose you Just to accept you You wanted something unrealistic You couldn’t accept me You couldn’t change me Who’s in control now? Who’s saying what’s going on? Cuz we’re still people So we’re still equal There’s nothing over We’re just getting sober I want you to be happy So can live without me There’s no part of me left wondering why What do I want sky? It’s time for me Just to be me Now to be self-centered Look at myself and try to care It’s time for you To find out what you need to do To make things better And to be self-centered I’m sorry we don’t love ourselves as much as want sometimes It’s too artificial to be thinking “what’s mine?” If you want to be superior You’ll have to be that Sayain warrior I could say get well But that’s too hard to sell I don’t know what’s next And you shouldn’t know what to expect But for everything bad that can happen Something just as good can happen And then things deepen And burn in incense Sometimes we get high Just to get by Sometimes we get drunk Bury the bodies in the trunk Sometimes we trip face To see the world from outer space Of all our live's inquires this comes as surprise What do I want sky? I looked at other cool friends No matter how far from my world They led me comparing them to only you I thought that was enough to prove And I stuck with just you Cuz I thought it would please you And now it’s too late to Act like this is gonna do Cuz I’m still thinking of just you To show I’m not leaving you If I don’t seem sad It’s cuz you’re not always important If I seem mad It’s cuz you’re not important If you ever sink low You should remember How much you can really grow And you’ll see I’m not that important And things got weird just to happen Even if what we did was nothing The usual stopped and this still happened I don’t want to be carried By those I wouldn’t carry Cuz now’s not the right time For you to be the only one Now’s the time for you To find a less demanding someone You shouldn’t change just for me Cuz I’m not important Cuz if I'm people Then I'm still equal Do I want to be a part of these people? Or just be a sheep still I shouldn’t lie just to you Cuz right now you’re that important I'd never tell a lie so true Cuz you'll always be that important So now we'll feel the wind that comes in no disguise What do we want sky? To get higher and higher and higher Come on up for the rising Come on up lay your hand in mine Come on up for the rising Come on up for the rising tonight

I laid on a dune, I looked at the sky When the children were babies and played on the beach. You came up behind me, I saw you go by You were always so close and still within reach Sara, Sara Whatever made you want to change your mind? Sara, Sara So easy to look at, so hard to define I can still see them playin' with their pails in the sand They run to the water their buckets to fill. I can still see the shells fallin' out of their hands As they follow each other back up the hill Sara, Sara Sweet virgin angel, sweet love of my life Sara, Sara Radiant jewel, a mystical wife Sleepin' in the woods by a fire in the night Drinkin' white rum in a Portugal bar Them playin' leapfrog and hearin' about Snow White You in the marketplace in Savanna-la-Mar Sara, Sara It's all so clear, I could never forget Sara, Sara Lovin' you is the one thing I'll never regret I can still hear the sounds of those Methodist bells I'd taken the cure and had just gotten through Stayin' up for days in the Chelsea Hotel Writin' "Sad-Eyed Lady of the Lowlands" for you Sara, Sara Wherever we travel we're never apart. Sara, oh Sara Beautiful lady, so dear to my heart How did I meet you? I don't know. A messenger sent me in a tropical storm. You were there in the winter, moonlight on the snow And on Lily Pond Lane when the weather was warm Sara, oh Sara Scorpio Sphinx in a calico dress Sara, Sara Ya must forgive me my unworthiness Now the beach is deserted except for some kelp And a piece of an old ship that lies on the shore. You always responded when I needed your help You gave me a map and a key to your door Sara, oh Sara Glamorous nymph with an arrow and bow Sara, oh Sara Don't ever leave me, don't ever go.